Its night number two without my sweet thing and yep Im sleepy. If you read my post last night then you know that my "joshy" was out of town for work last night and again tonight. It sucks once you get used to having someone to snuggle up to at night and then to have them be gone a night or two. I spent a little over two years by myself after my divorce so I got used to sleeping alone. But once my "joshy" came into my life and became my snuggle-bunny I sure cant sleep when he's not here. Its strange how quiet the house seems and yet you think you are hearing SOMETHING!!! I even tried laying on his side of the bed thinking maybe if I can smell him it will help me sleep better....nope that didnt work. Last night I tossed and turned so much I felt like I was getting my exercises it was ridiculous!!! SO here is it night number two and Im sitting here still not able to just crawl in bed and go right to sleep. Even though I can clearly feel I'M TIRED!!!! I was tired all day long. And I felt it when I finally took a moment in my day and sat down I thought omg I should sleep so good tonight....but nope here I am!!! All I know is nothing better go wrong tomorrow and he doesnt make it home because this girl can not do 3 nights of no sleep!
Im sorry but I need some sleep or I am gonna be UGLY come morning !!!!!!
I NEED MY
GOOD NIGHT..and SWEET DREAMS!!!!! ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ