I can't get to sleep...my honey is away for work tonight and even tomorrow night and I HATE IT...I cant get comfy I cant seem to relax I keep thinking Im hearing things...I even went up and took a nice hot bubble bath thinking that would get me all relaxed and I could just slip into bed and drift off to lala land....WRONG. I laid in the tub and kept thinking what was that??? Did the kiddo get up, is the dog in his kennel??? I finally made it thru my bath, and rechecked all the doors to be sure they were locked, got a nice drink of water before I made my way to bed. Kiddo is sound asleep, dog is in his kennel and he is sound asleep. Im tired its later then I usually go to bed, I surely will be able to fall right to sleep....but no here i am awake staring at the computer screen wondering what on earth is the matter with me. I can have the whole bed I can spread out all over it, its mine I own this space!!!!
but no instead ....I'm listening to my son talk in his sleep and the dog make noise in his sleep I want to call my honey and tell him I cant sleep when he is not here but I know that wont set well with him as he has to get up early and work a long day so he is probably sleeping like a baby while I lay here WIDE AWAKE!!!
oh I cant wait until he gets back I need my sleeping partner....I need my snuggle bunny....I need MY SLEEP!!!!!