Ever just have those moments in life where you just feel like every waking moment you are doing for everyone else and never doing anything just for yourself??? Im a very unselfish person...and most of the time Im perfectly fine with that. I have many titles...as most of us moms do...mom, girlfriend, daughter,friend, sister, aunt, taxi driver, cheerleader, nurse, maid...ect. Im counted on to fix the problems, help with the homework, cheer at the games, fix the boo-boos , make sure everything is done when and how its suppose to be done. Like I said on a normal basis I dont mind doing all these things..I actually just do them and dont think twice about it. But once in awhile I have days like today where I just feel like...hello??? Is anyone out there...does anyone see that Im tired?? That I've just been go..go..go, does anyone see that I feel like Im falling apart right now??? I think that everyone gets so used to me being the one they turn to, they lean on, that they forget that once in awhile I need to lean too!! Once in awhile I just dont feel like solving the problems, once in awhile I dont feel like washing those clothes, after all they will still be there tomorrow, and once in awhile I just dont feel like turning on the tv to hear about all the horrible things that are going on in this world. Once in awhile I just feel like running around saying "WHAT ABOUT ME??" Does that make me selfish? does it make me sound bad??? I dont know but right now I just dont really care about all of that...now tomorrow I will probably feel really bad for thinking this way let alone writing it for everyone to see!!!