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Thursday, July 9, 2009

I've come to realize..and my thoughts 4 thursday combined

My bloggin buddy Riley posted this on his blog and named me as the person most likely to repost this...and so you know what that means...I JUST HAD TO DO IT!!! and since it is also thoughts 4 thursday I decided to do what he did and combine them so here goes....

1. I’ve come to realize that my chest-size. . .is just right, not so big that they sag when I take off the bra...and yet not so small that I am asking myself what the hell am I even wearing a bra for???


2. I’ve come to realize that my job. . .is just right for me..I suffer from anxiety so it makes jobs limited for me. I used to work at a day care which was nice considering I love kids...now I babysit out of my home and make more money then I did at the day care....and I'm home to be with my 11 year old during the summer time...thats awesome!!


3. I’ve come to realize that when I’m driving. . .I get annoyed by so many of the other drivers out there!!!!

4. I’ve come to realize that I need. . .to learn how to relax more and not be so stressed out about the things I cant do anything about in life

5. I’ve come to realize that I have lost. . .faith in people and sometimes that makes me really sad inside...I think its important to have faith in people and because of the things Ive been thru in life I have lost that along the way

6. I’ve come to realize that I hate it when. . .someone lies to me, it truly destroys a part of me on the inside ...I wonder how could you lie to me???? The truth is always so much better no matter what!

7. I’ve come to realize that if I’m drunk. . .I tend to laugh alot...even over things that no one else finds funny they are just laughing at me!!!

8. I’ve come to realize that money...or the lack of it, does bring ALOT of stress to just about everyone I know!!

9. I’ve come to realize that certain people. . .will never change and I have to just accept that and move on with my life

10. I’ve come to realize that I’ll always. . .have more morals and values then alot of people I know

11. I’ve come to realize that my sibling(s). . .my brother and my little sister are my best friends we get along so great, I love them and miss them dearly...my other sister..is never going to change..therefor she is just merely just my sister...nothing more

12. I’ve come to realize that my mom…is thought about almost every day...I missed her so much since she died 10 1/2 years ago...she left way too early in life she was only 49!!

13. I’ve come to realize that my cell phone. . .is with me most of the time!

14. I’ve come to realize that when I woke up this morning. . .it was only Thursday, I so wanted it to be Friday!


15. I’ve come to realize that last night before I went to sleep. . .I was truly VERY tired!

16. I’ve come to realize that right now I am thinking. . .crap I haven't laid anything out for supper!

17. I’ve come to realize that my dad. . .reads this and Id better be nice about what I write..hehe



18. I’ve come to realize that when I get on Facebook. . .I dont get on it


19. I’ve come to realize that today. . .is going by really slooooooow

20. I’ve come to realize that tonight. . .is just another night...nothing special

21. I’ve come to realize that tomorrow. . .is FRIDAY....the last day of the week and the first day of the week-end yay what a great combo!!!!

22. I’ve come to realize that I really want to. . .win the lottery...enough to pay off my house and my bills and just live life for awhile without any struggles and without stressing over financial stuff..then I could move to Texas and be closer to my brother and sister!!

23. I’ve come to realize that the person mostly likely to repost this is. . .Tom once he gets back from his camping trip

24. I’ve come to realize that life. . .is not always easy....but everything we go thru is a learning experience....some things make us realize we never want to do that again...some things we learn from and in ways it helps us to grow into better people

25. I’ve come to realize that this weekend. . .Devin will be going to his dads, he doesnt like going there and I hate taking him there so these week-ends are always a bummer for us

26. I’ve realized the best music to listen to when I am upset. . is something soothing

27. I’ve come to realize that my friends. . .are very important to me

28. I’ve come to realize that this year. . .my older two boys turned 21 and 20 and it makes me feel REALLY old!!!!


29. I’ve come to realize that my exes. . .are the biggest mistakes I made in my life!!! But I got 3 awesome boys from them so it all worked the best for me in the end!!


30. I’ve come to realize that maybe I should. . .let my walls down some and learn to trust again

31. I’ve come to realize that I love. . .my three boys and Josh more than anything in this world

32. I’ve come to realize that I don’t understand. . .half of the crazy things going on in this world today!!!

33. I’ve come to realize my past. . . is just that, my past and I need to learn to let it go!

34. I’ve come to realize that parties. . .are so much more fun when you are a kid!!

35. I’ve come to realize that I’m totally terrified. . .of being locked in public bathrooms

36. I’ve come to realize that my life. . .feels like its a jumbled up mess..but thru it all Im thankful for my 3 awesome kids and the fact 2 of them are in college, the other is 11 and in the top of his class ..they love me and I love them so much!! I have a good guy in my life we have had our ups and downs but we have stayed by each others side and have tried hard to help one another and together learn to trust again....."Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away."

1 comment:

Alicia @ boylerpf said...

Great meme! I can totally relate to #6 and have constantly tried to get my kids to understand that simple fact of just telling the truth. The hardest one for me would be realizing that people don't really change..no matter how hard I try. They are who they are and I need to move one. Some fun laughs here and some really thought provoking points!