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Monday, October 26, 2009

Music 4 Monday

Usually on Mondays I just post the video and don't really write much about why I picked that song....Today is a little different..I had one of those week-ends where something happened that at the moment felt like it turned my whole world upside down. It made me question everything that I had believed in, and everyone that I trust. (which considering the life Ive had that list is pretty small) I went thru alot of emotions over the week-end, everything from heartbroken, to really mad, and it left me feeling sick and numb inside. It was one of those times where I couldn't help but ask why??? Why do things have to happen like this??? I'm a good person,but why do people hurt me like its no big deal???? I actually found myself saying a couple times over the week-end I just want something or someone to believe in......and that is why I picked this song for today...it kind of goes with my mood. Sure things got worked out over the week-end and I don't feel as horrible as I did..but once you hurt someone, or break the trust..it takes more than just a "I'm sorry" to make it feel better....it takes time..and it truly takes giving the person something to believe in.







9 comments:

RileyScott said...

Dena, what happened?!?

Are you ok?

CHRISTINE said...

Dena, sorry you had a bad weekend, if I was there i would give you a big hug! Must be going around! i had a self-improvement course all weekend from tarzan. Im glad you got things worked out!

Homer and Queen said...

I do like that song! There are some things I wish I didn't know that I didn't know then! And his eighties-self is still hot!

Matty said...

Whatever it is, I hope you're doing okay. Hugs to you Dena.

My Aimless Infatuation said...

I have always loved this song.......I'm so sorry someone hurt you......Like you,many people have let me down in my lifetime,it has been a long hard road. Taking from what I have learned the only advice I have is........Believe in yourself....Hope you are really feeling better.

Alicia @ boylerpf said...

I am so sorry that someone did something to hurt your trust. It's a hard thing to get over but you are a survivor...I hear it in your writing. I often think of Scarlett O'Hara in Gone with the Wind...tomorrow's another day. So just keep on keeping on. Love the song!

Izzy said...

I'm so sorry you had such a rotten weekend. I have felt those feelings time and time again and I can say to you that it always gets better.

On a lighter note, I finally found the perfect pendant for your necklace and as soon as it arrives I will start on Burnt Marshmallow #2...

Big hug.

~Tom~ said...

I understand the connection with the song and your situation. Certainly not the reason I would want to hear this song but, I love this song regardless.

Call me when you feel up to talking.This to shall pass my friend.

Cheryl said...

Sorry to hear you had a poopy weekend....I wish you would talk to me...like we use to...it seems like I hardly know you anymore...and that makes me sad. We use to talk about EVERYTHING and now I'm asking "what happened?" like everyone else.